When I think back at all the girls I have talked to I kinda get sad that some of them didn’t work out but if I really think about it they are not who I want at all.. I have an idea of the girl I want but I also think she will be so unexpected and beautiful, my mind could never make something so unbelievably incredible up.. I think she will be made up of all the good parts of people from the past but also so much more then that, she will be my whole world.. that’s such a cliche thing to say but it’s true.. my parents talk about how they could never lose each other because they are one another’s world, everything revolves around the other.. I will always show my love towards them but I can’t be with someone who I’m constantly scared to lose if I don’t do this, or I don’t do that.. I shouldn’t be scared, I shouldn’t have to worry about the next thing coming out of my mouth and if they will like it.. sometimes we won’t be in agreement but just because I like chocolate and she likes vanilla doesn’t mean we aren’t made for one another.. I honestly just can’t wait to bring her home to my family on the warm cozy holidays.. we will look across the room and know exactly what the other is saying just by the look in her eyes.. being able to just have your “person”.. someone who knows you so deeply, someone who loves every bit of you and never leaves you questioning.. i don’t want to be scared of her leaving after a fight, I hope to god for someone who will push through and be strong with me..I can’t wait to share laughter and tears with the one I love, I can’t wait to create a world with her, and I can’t wait to feel content and comfortable with life itself with her by my side.
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